It’s hard to Trust God, to give your heart, time, life over to Him completely and say.. “your will be done”. Not easy. Not easy at all. But I have learned, life is better that way. It may be hard at first, it may break me, or hurt me. But it’s worth it. Besides, I often find myself in rather bad situations when I try to do things on my own. It never ends well. I mess everything up. It’s after I give up, and give it to God that my life starts turn around.